heaps scared

have u seen a dead person?

i havent. im kinda scared right now i dont want to watch the only man who has ever loved me more then life be burried. i love my grandpa with all my heart 

but i just wish the boy i love would stop being a dick and just be there for me and hold my hand through this all.

1000 words would never be able to explain how much u meant to me ull always be in my heart forever <3

2 years ago  /  0 notes

no one to read my crys

i just want to be beautiful, that is all i ever wanted. 

the beautiful people dont loose there boyfreinds, there always loved and everyone aspires to be like them, they can do whatever they want and no one will look down on them. beautiful people have it all.

i would like to be beautiful thank you and have lots of freinds and have guys crawling all over me. but the only boy i want is you. i would push them away and say he is my only one and none of you are good enough. if i was beautiful you wouldnt want to let me go you wouldnt want anyone else to have me so you would keep me as close to you as possible and i wouldnt mind because all  i want to do is be near you.

if i was beautiful u wouldnt want to kill yourself because i would be ur reason for living we could be together forever and i would make you happy i would be anyone you wanted me to be if u would just stay. I dont know what i would do if u actually killed urself, would i do the same? i love you,

if i was beautiful would u stay?

2 years ago  /  Notes

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packing to go to greece i think?

2 years ago  /  Notes